me-oh-mel

PATTY

2006-11-30T11:41:00.000-08:00

patty brains.

picturessss.

2006-09-26T12:54:00.000-07:00

what happened recently.

2006-09-26T12:19:00.000-07:00

- ONE. i lost my bloody phone. ok. more like my mum's. or more like i didnt lose it. SOMEONE STOLE IT. whichever bloody mother fucker. (sorry for the extreme @$%^ here) but for those who really know me, nothing's new. was at mos. place was really packed that night. and WA LAAA. phone's gone gone gone. feel's like someone close to me passed away man. :((

- TWO. im deferring my studies. so whoever happens to come across my blog, now you know. changing my major to photography. AND PLEASE. dont come asking me why.. when.. what.. where.. who.. MANY and i really mean many people have already asked all that. so im really tired of explaining to everyone. so please be kind would u? thanks. :D

- THREE. im still smoking, drinking, clubbing. OH MY WORD. but anyhow. i know this sounds like bullshit. but I HOPE i wont b clubbing this coming weekend.

- FOUR. im starting to get addicted and all 'OOOOH AHHHH' about korean dramas. i like mature shows like opray and ellen now. but am still hooked onto animations like family guy and american dad. they sound like your average family cartoons. but please. dont let your children watch it. its all about the s*x babbyy. or. most of them are. sexayy.

- FIVE. im digging new genres of music. DRUMandBASS. HOUSE. TRANCE. BREAKBEATS. TRIBAL HOUSE. oooooh. whichever has the beats. i go BOOM BOOM BOOM. :D

- SIX. i was at a scene when 2 ah lians or more like 4 ah lians (inclu one trying to stop the fight) fought. read. CAT FIGHT MAN. hand beating. hair pulling. screaming. happened at obar. and just when i needed to pee so badly, this had to happen. so me being dumb and all. i tried to stop them. and end up getting elbowed on my cheekbone. u bitches. GO FIGHT SOMEWHERE ELSE! DONT GET IN THE WAY OF PEOPLE WHO NEED TO PEE. thank you. cb. :

home club. thurs.

2006-08-10T08:35:00.000-07:00

3/4 aug. home club! wheeee. anaiz was spinning that night. jacque and i dropped by. elaine. john. and some other ppl i didn know was there. oh. raihan was there with jacque and i. (: so... some tequila shots was on the lady - jacque. yay. there's the loveeee. had beer. fr 7 eleven. HAHAHA!
jacque and rai did something really funny and odd. they exchanged what they wore on their feet that night. jacque to wear his socks. black and long... with high cuts converse. u know.. what japanese girls like to do. the socks pulled till below their knees? HAHAHA. and rai... to wear her slippers. and fold his pants to 3/4s. HAAHAHHAA. sexy lar ppl.
oh oh. jacque got me some gifts. PRETTYYY MAN. a lovely bag with golden sequins and 3 pairs of earrings! like OMG. :)) made me happy right away. home was really quiet that night. just a group of us.. and some other frens. so.. jacque got pretty high. after the drinks and all. so we danced danced and danced. ONLY the 2 of us. HAHAHAHAHA.
what i like abt home club? the dancing. the sofas. the music. and oh. the friends i made from there. ((:

ladies' night.

2006-08-03T12:20:00.000-07:00

ooooh. 2/3th aug. my first ladies' night after all that clubbing. wheee. well it was more of a favour i did for a dear fren of mine. -fiza. :] alan invited her to club that that night (wed) and she wld have felt so left out if she were to go alone with him and his frens. so here i am. MEL TO THE RESCUE. hahaha. apparently i had to lie to my dad again for the late night out. abt some scanner that broke down in sch and i had to go fiza's place to do my work. sorry papa. dont mean it man. : and yea. fiza and i met alan and company and coco latte at about 10 ish. read : BORING. it was so freaking quiet. even though the music was pretty good. some girls were like in some sexy kinky sleeping gowns. and one was even seen with like half of her g-string showing. i mean. hey. u might as well take off that boy shorts and show off that butt lar. ok nvm. so fiza and i decided to chill downstairs where there wasnt much ppl but yet music was being played there too. OH OH. i love the song ' your body' by pretty ricky. fiza and i named it the good song for s*x. HAHAHA. what the hell i know. anyway. we took a few photos. cam whore as usual. but the pictures turned out quite retarded lar. cuz i was kinda off after like half a jug of burban coke. hurrr. ok ok.
after awhile we ended up at zouk. the dudes wanted to do some club-hopping. omg. u wldn believe this but it was FULL HOUSE at zouk, phuture. like wth! it was only like 12ish? the dudes suggested going in by velvet. but fiza and i r like legal but not legal for velvet. HAAA. ok... so the plan had to change. the dudes had to leave the girls (us) outside velvet. cuz they were of legal age to get in. and we cldn. well alan and company dun feel bad yea. i know u guys r sorry but hey.. no one's to blame for the full house at zouk. :) so no worries. oh ya. happy belated bdae alan! all the aug babies. HAAA. better b sure to turn up for my bdae at mos ok!
talking about mos, yea.. fiza and i decided to go there. cuz i guess it was ladies night so it wasn much harm done going there. it felt kinda weird at first cuz its like the first time im clubbing with ONE person ONLY. hoho. yea.. we got there to the RnB room. and as usual the dance floor was packed. we decided to get some drinks first cuz apparently the burban coke kinda worn off. and erm i guess its no fun to dance when ure really sober? haha. whatever i know. so over at the bar, some black dude came to us 'hey.. i'll get u some tequila shots if u drink it with me' and we were like 'hmmm.. ok!' hahaha! he's some dude from california. eric. big. tall. but overall nice. we thought he wanted more than just us having to drink with him... but he was actually a really sweet guy! after drinking the shots, he just told us to have fun and he went off with i think 2 jugs of burban coke. haaa. after that jug of burban coke at coco latte, and that 2 shots, we had another erm.. i had gin tonic. and fiza.. vodka lime. and later some dude or more like a man. probably some 30 odd man who came down to mos after his work. i think he kinda saw me getting high and all after the drinks and he said hi.. so i just smiled back lar. even though he's kinda old and all. so we danced and danced and danced. omg. i dunno why. but all the weird guys happen to b near fiza and i. probably around 5 man. its so freaking scary. and one dude whom i thought was kinda cute, was the weirdest! its like when a girl kinda hints to you that she wanna dance with u, will u just look at her and look dumb? ok seriously.. he's .. urgh. i think maybe he's just gay man. )*&#)@&$ hahaha.
so after a long dance i wanted to get another gin tonic. so back to the bar again. and who knows.. the 30 odd man was like behind me! he's scary man. i think he was stalking me! HAHAHA. kidding. he said hi again.. but this time he was like ' hey can i get to know you? ' so me being kinda high and all.. 'hello! im mel.. you are?'
ok wait. i forgot his name. but im sure it starts with an 'e'. but later he kept asking me for my name again so i was like 'mel.. short for melissa? m-e-l-i-s-s-a.? '
but he gave me the look like he hasnt heard of the name 'melissa' before. LIKE HELLO... 'melissa' is like one of the most common names u can ever find! whats wrong with you! ok... and then... HE STARTED TO LIKE TOUCH MY HAND! AND CARESSED IT! shit seriously.. i think i attract the older guys. im tramatized. hahaha. so i actually gulped down my drink as quick as possible. to get away from the old guy? like GULP GULP GULP. he wanted to actually buy me another drink. but erm i think i had enough for that night. : so i was like ' hey.. we are going off to the dance floor.'
he : ' can i join u guys?' so i had to give the 'rescue me' the look to fiza. 'erm fiza.. u mind if he join us?' so fiza being so smart and all.. she said ' i wanna go to the toilet'
so we said we were going to the washroom. but HAHA. it was actually just an excuse to get away from him. i know its so mean. but he was caressing my hand! :\ oh man.. fiza i love u more for that! :)) kiss kiss.
ok so back to the dance floor again. it may only b like the 2 of us, but i actually had fun man.. wheee. oh. we bumped into siti (zoorah). danced a lil bit more. and hurrr. its so funny but we came to find out the closing song was like linking park and jay z's NUMB. *&@*)&$* cant stand that song really. so yea. mos was closing and we had to go. oh man.. seriously.. pls pls pls. make it the day for my bdae on 4th aug for the weird ppl to b at some other clubs and not mos. HAAA. i think i had enough got that night man. and oh. i came to realized something. like... when im more covered up in terms of clothing wise, i actually have more guys offering to buy drinks for me. but not when it comes to guys wanting to dance with me. and if im LESS covered up, i have no one to buy drinks for me! but ok lar.. i still am able to dance with some dudes. ((: haaa.
i cant wait for this fri man. wheeee. haa. sorry if this entry is like boring and all. hooo. :)

night out at bus stop :((

2006-07-25T05:49:00.000-07:00

saturday.220706. fiza. sleepover. 10hrs of sleep. HOHO. chicken soup. ginko nuts. rice. sambal lemon juice. sardine. 1130pm. 106. far east 54. damn it. a bit early for 1130pm to b the last bus?! ck tang's bus stop. KHAI. ex colleague. :)) talk talk talk. NR8. liang court. homeclub. elaine! john. azly! anaiz. farah. joel! ((: she. wasted. raihan. farhan ( i think). raihan. shoes. jacque's sandals. pretty shoes on pretty boy. HAHAHA. raihan : your name starts with a 'j' and yours starts with a 'c'. ok sorry im half drunk too."
raihan. my name starts with a M. M. M. what 'c' man. alamak. he. my clutch.
out home. 430 odd? walk. walk. despo guy(s): hello... want me to send u guys back? '
hello my foot. go away. liang court. posb. ice milo. LAST BUS. I REPEAT. LAST BUS IS 445AM. stuck at bus stop. 445am-630am. weirdo. dude. bus stop. be-spectacled. second cup. ice milo. :)) jacque.phonecall. cleaner. bustop. sleeping. 630am bus.54. far east. AGAIN. wisma. 650am. bus. 106. mum's place. 710am. mum mumbles. :) love u mummy.

boring.

2006-07-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

friday 210706. school. mum's. fiza. long walk. coco latte. dub. kenneth. chad. naz. up. rnb.
guy : " hey u girls alone?" HAHAHA. cliche. something new. pls. toilet outings. fiza. booty shaking. READ : in toilet. :)) boring boring rnb music.
down. chills. gin tonic. 2 glasses. :( out. chad's place. pretty pretty set in room. :D cam whore. chills. john. confession dude. out. kenneth's. john ZZZZ. fiza HUNGRY. 99.5 fm. stripping game. STUPID STUPID. kenneth : lousy banker. TSK. earrings. belts. top. skirt. socks. auntiefied rubberband. me. ultimate loser. blankie. THANK GOD. durian cake. packet drink.
8ish am mum's home. ****
no more stupid games for me.

lots of *** talking. HAHAHA.

2006-07-25T05:24:00.000-07:00

saturday. 150706. work work work. jacque. mos. fiza. homeclub. thai / korean dudes. woohoo. netty. :] drumandbass. gin tonic. :l dancing in your own world. ungku. camera. UGLY PICTURES LAR. sofa sleeping. jacque. fiza. kenneth. naiz. john. (u know eugene! omg). jia. james. hadi. ue square. charlie. dog. bed lying. playpen. girl cuddling. truth or dare in the dark. stupid stupid. kiss. fiza. kiss. me. kiss. HAHAHAHA. john. confession. pinch. nipples. NOT. thanks ****. HAHAHA. lots of *** questions. ya ya ya. kenneth. bleeding finger. omg u have alot of blood. slping but not. john. crawling. floor. hurhur.
7am home. daddy screams.
:l

mos fiza's bdae

2006-07-25T05:05:00.000-07:00

friday.140706.ministry of sound. house. rnb. RETRO. mr chandran. ciggs.tequila shots. eeew. burn my tummy burn it. lots of sweating. birthday girl : fiza. pauline. debbie. sherrie. clay. win. terence. alan. many many other ppl. high. unstability. guy stalker. guy with nice hands. ((: guy.bite.ears.neck. cute. nice hands again. :))
india foreign dude. URGH. GROSS PLS. podium. hip hop dude. two trans shaking bootys. LIKE OMG. dude who got drunk. toilet trips. cam whoring again and again. linkin park. like huh? 6am macdonald. pavement. fiza. adrian. ok im done.

lovely lovely

2006-07-19T10:02:00.000-07:00

wed 050706. hair. hairclip. vintage. basketball. pavement. smokes. smile. guitar. singing voice.

ive wasted my tears on you.

2006-07-13T10:08:00.000-07:00

i just dun get it. maybe it was fucking dumb of me from the start. u always tell me one thing but do another. it doesn help that u even forget the 6th mth anni. and whats the reason? that u woke up late and that u were watching soccer thats y. THANKS ALOT. im so tired of everything. im tired of gettin excited and waiting for u to come over all the time. and im tired of waiting up for u till 7 in the morning but end up wasting my time cuz usually u never turn up. it was naive of me to pretend u were the perfect one. it was stupid of me to think that u'll always b there and u truthfully loved me and that u'll never keep anything from me. welcome to reality. i chose to ignore the fact that u lied to me abt some stuff cuz i thought as long the trust is there everything will b fine. but i was so damn wrong. the problems we had, u never seem to wanna solve it. instead u ran away from it. what kind of a man are you. u never seem to tell me stuff. the truth abt everything. it feels like all these while, the 7 mths were just a story. it feels like i dun even really know u at all from the start. ive wasted my tears on you. ive wasted my kisses on you. thanks alot. lovers we'll never b again.

that beautiful smile again.

2006-07-08T13:39:00.000-07:00

Far away,
I can feel your beating heart
All alone, beneath the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you

What a beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love

Larger than the moon, my love for you

Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me

the blower's daughter.

2006-07-08T13:31:00.000-07:00

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off you..

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you..

my mind.. my mind..
till i find somebody new.

that beautiful smile

2006-07-08T13:09:00.000-07:00

im falling for u. and i wanna make u feel loved again. (:

2006-07-08T11:50:00.000-07:00

ive been taking tons of pictures all these while. enjoy. (:
love.

i wish u well grandma

2006-07-08T11:23:00.000-07:00

i love my popo. but she hasnt been feeling really well. and the doctor doesn have good news for us either. she's been a great po po since day 1. i'll never forget the time when she defended me against my dad. he thought i wasnt his blood daughter when he found out my blood type. haa. dumb i noe. anyway po po, im gonna pray for u. for you to get well and not feel so miserable. i love you popo. (:

him.

2006-07-08T10:58:00.000-07:00

mahalo everyone. i noe its been ages since ive updated this. but its really tiring updating this blog crap. seriously how do all those daily bloggers just keep updating everyday man. im so amazed. anyhow if i haven said this, im attached already. for the past 6 mths. if ure gonna ask hows everyday with the bf, not good at all. i mean at the beginning, all was good. but as some ppl quote 'honeymoon period' is over, things just get out of hand. the bf i adore alot is starting to make me lose the trust. i wish he wld just b more frank abt stuff. it feels like i dont know him at all. which is really frustrating. the first night with u was amazing. and i'll never forget that. i just wish u haven been lying and denying everything. and what is this abt u giving me money? as compensation for the things uve done wrong? im utterly insulted. money shld never b mentioned in a rs. but i guess u dun understand that fact. ure always blaming me with things like me staying out at late and stuff. but when i ask u out i just simply get the cold shoulder fr u. what the hell do u want fr me seriously. to stay home and never go out again? its been hard for the both of us i noe. ur dad, my dad, ur sister. things r just not going our way. if ure reading this, think abt everything. we need to talk. i really wish u werent running away fr the problems all the time. love.

GANT aka WALA

2005-12-07T10:29:00.000-08:00

i have to say this.
i think working at GANT is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
haha.
jus imagine.
u work 3 or 4 days a week.
each day u have a standardized shift from 1-7.
and all u do there is talk with ur asst manager and manager.
and i mean like gossiping and more gossiping.
of course a lil bit of serving customers laa.
and u get to sit down if ure tired!!!!
goodness.
this is the BEST JOB I HAVE EVER DONE.
(((:

anyway.
after that, tiff and fizz joined me to take a cab to fetch rudy to holland v.
me and rudy planned to go pubbing today at wala.

me and tiff enjoyed photo-taking. (of course.)
and
*the stella
*calamari
*chicken wings
*mussels thingy (i dont eat them)
*and some orange juice. (cuz rudy and fizz thought i was drunk already. im red thats all!)

i love pubbing at wala.
dun ask me why.
and ppl can tell me y dun i go clubbing since i go pubbing?
haha. i really have no idea.
i jus love the atmosphere,
the music,
the beer,
the service, (only some..like for eg, kok wai look-a-like)
and if ure lucky enough, u get to see some hot caucasian young dudes.
HAHAHA.
oh.
rudy, thanks yea.
ure always the one who pays for the drinks.
in fact i think u r my one and only pubbing partner laa.
as in both of us love gg to wala. (:
one day, my treat k?
but no more stella laa.
heneiken can already.
stella makes me go red and looking drunk so easily.
hoohoo.

and fizz, u were kinda hilarious.
u kept asking me if i was ok! (when i was only closing my eyes to take a few winks of slp)
and i am not freaking u out ok.

haha.
and tiff, i think ppl over there werent really liking the fact that me and u were kissing( a peck)
and our tongues touching each other (not frenching pls).haha. but who cares. we had fun right. :)

i love wala.
enough said.
:]

2 dec 2005, friday.

THIS IS TIRING.

2005-11-30T12:42:00.000-08:00

anyway.
i forgot to add abt this part.
i met A & B today.
and my heart dropped.
i mean.
i was like shocked. and a bit sad too.
i saw them at ______ .
fiza called me and told me she saw them.
and i was like "what the fuck!" on the phone, IN FRONT OF MY MUM.
and i really didn dare go find fiza etc.
cuz A & B were there. not with the rest. (jus nearby)
B told me B wants to walk away from A.
and B dun wana carry on things with A.
but B is totally talking utterly nosensical crap laa!
B is like so damn fickle-minded.
OEI B.
CAN U MAKE UP UR FREAKING MIND.
ok ok.
anyway i complained like a lil bitch or whined (actually) to fiza.
we sneaked away from my mum awhile.
so that i cld smoke.
so i was whining and smoking, swinging my arms to show how upset i was to fiza abt A & B.
haha.
i mean its kinda dumb.
all my frens can smoke with my mum. (cuz my mum smokes too)
but i cant.
so it was like EVERYONE was smoking except me. wth wth wth.
anyway back to A & B.
i heard from B that recently A wasn really happy that i was gg out with B alot lately.
and i dunno y.
but when A saw me,
A seemed weird.
A always have been smiling normally and talking normally to me.
but today, A was a bit formal while talking to me.
so i dunno is it cuz A is affected by the fact that i went out with B alot?
or A is jealous?
or.....
ok i cant think of anything else.
oh.
when me and fiza were smoking at the corner somewher,
we saw them.
so they came over and talked to us.
i SERIOUSLY did not feel like talking to B at all.
i was so mad at B.
i was so mad at B for asking me what to do abt A all the time.
and when i try to 'advice' B all the time, B always says ok.
but B doesn carry out the actions B says.
so WHY THE HELL R U WASTING MY TIME AND YOURS to figure out a way for u and A??
im so sick and tired.
i mean.
i do help my frens.
but this has gone beyond laa.
ahhhhh.
i dunno y am i putting this on my blog.
i dun think u guys noe what im talking abt anyway.
abt A & B.
haha.
if u can figure it out.
good for u.
damn.
i hate ppl like B.
ok maybe not hate.
DISLIKE.
PERIOD.
hur hur hur hur HUR HUR HUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mummy mum mum.

2005-11-30T12:30:00.000-08:00

i met my mum today with fiza, seng, lina and haikel.
my mum popped out of nowhere at holland v's coffeeshop.
freakie.
haha.
anyway we went over to starbucks.
and omg.
i cldn smoke after we ate at the coffeeshop.
duh. my mum was with me.
:l
anyway i wanted to take pics with her.
i mean i seldom meet my mum so i jus want the photos for memories.
ok ok.
mayb cuz im a cam whore too.
anyway.
i took out the cam and jus asked my mum to smile.
goodness.
on most of the photos,
she wasnt even looking at the camera.
enjoy the photos.
(:

europa!

2005-11-29T10:23:00.000-08:00

hmm.
ive known narene and angie for quite some time.
in fact LONG.
and we have never gone drinking together.
so. yea.
we planned to drink today. (but angie cldn make it at the last min) :l
hoohoo.
so i met up with narene first, then dinah.
nar had to fetch young from hilton.
young's my sec sch junior of a year.
and yes.
stc o level batch of 2005 had their prom night at HILTON HOTEL!!!
gosh.
while my batch had ours at some country club.
(i didn go for my prom night either).
and my goodness.
young looked damn nice.
the hair, the dress (400bucks!!), and her glittering body.
she looks so.
erm.
so different from the jess i noe back in stc.
haha
kk.
whatever.
me and dinah cldn stay for long, so we decided to go europa.
this indian guy passed us the menus.
and i think he's pyschotic or something.
firstly, he only gave us less than a min to take a look at the menu.
secondly, he talks way too fast.
thirdly, young's drink sucked. so we asked if he cld do something abt it.
but he came back with the old drink. (hey i thought standard service wld b like, ure suppose to give the customer a NEW drink?)
fouthly, we ordered french fries. but he gave us some combo thingy.
and the way he look at us, as if we were crazy or something.
anyway jess's drink still sucked the same. :\
and so.. we drank / took photos.... drank / took photos.
haha.
i think i can influence my friends to b cam whores. :]
i think i look like i was drunk in the photos.
but i wasnt!
haha.
i get REALLY RED when i drink.
and i mean.
REALLY.
hoohooooo.
anyway. i have no idea why a few of the same photo came out.
haha.
and angie!
i wanna go drinking with u soon!
(:

maybe soccer is fun after all

2005-11-20T01:04:00.000-08:00

ok ok.
maybe soccer is fun after all.
but i only like watching soccer where the players start punching each other.
hahaha.
that will b like totally entertaining laa.
(:
i went to rudy's place like around 4.
(ok i was suppose to b there by 1.30pm to watch spongebob)
but what e heck.
haha.
anyway after that i went to meet up fizz at holland v starbucks.
ok ppl if u dunno who fizz is,
he's my new found fren.
say hello fizz.
fizz : hello ppl!
wth.
haha
anyway we were like suppose to go CAM WHORING.
but that dude wanted to watch his 8.40 pm soccer match.
seriously i didn wanna meet him at first cuz IM SO SO NOT A SOCCER FAN.
i mean i have the same thinking as my grandma.
'whats so exciting abt a bunch of guys running after one pathetic ball?'
like errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ok. :l
and yes.
he lured me to the coffeeshop at HV.
and he was saying we'd b there to eat ONLY.
r.....ight fizz.
haha.
oh btw.
we were happily playing uno at starbucks before that.
(WAO. WE PLAYED UNO IN PUBLIC. how glam is that.)
so fizz u're a uno champion and im e pool champion aite?
yes yes yes?
(:
so.
we sat at the coffeeshop eating french fries and some roti prata with chicken in it.
from 8.30...................TILL.....................10PM.
i have to admit i was yawning away.
but after this player from some team elbowed this player from arsenal.
OMG!
so exciting.
ahhaa
ok ok.
so yes.
soccer is not so boring after all.
hey fizz.
this is the first and the last time im watching soccer with u ok?
cuz..when u get all so excited abt the game, u forgot im a girl and
U KEPT PUNCHING ME AND SCRATCHING ME AT THE ARM LAA!
ok ok.
MAJOR cam-whoring.
when hur?
:l

i hate the student affairs.

2005-11-17T16:28:00.000-08:00

seriously.
i so so so cant stand the student affairs department of my sch!
firstly, to want to check our results,
most of us cant log in to the student net.
and so.
we have to call the the student affairs up to amend the password.
and yay.
we r able to log in to the studnt net now.
BUT.
Y R WE NOT ABLE TO SEE THE BLOODY RESULTS???!!!!
AHHH.
KILL ME.
KILL ME.
y r they so damn cocked up seriously.
whats the point of showing some ppl (who can log in earlier on) their results and then later say 'results will only b available on early dec'.
hey i think u guys can jolly well show us our results WHEN WE GRADUATE FROM NAFA!!
YES YES YES?
hur hur hur! :l
i feel so cheated laa.
like as if my bf dumped me or something.
ok ok.
wth right.
ahhhhhhhh.

my po po :)

2005-11-10T04:36:00.000-08:00

MY GRANDMA IS SO SO SO SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

haha. i went to visit her today at SGH (and well check out the photos where she is wearing HEADPHONES) .

GOODESS.

she looks so damn cool with that sliverish headphones. hahaa. well she did ignore us a little while cuz of the tv but who can blame such a cute cute old woman?? but when i said to smile at my phone cam, she was so willing. ((:

im so amazed that she can actually eat a slice of watermelon (triangle shape) with jus 2 bites!! with NO TEETH. *applause to that ppl*

she just loves sweet stuff. :]

I LOVE MY PO PO and GONG GONG. ((:

sheesha (wheee.)

2005-11-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

haha. today was my first sheesha outing. and it went great! i mean REALLY GREAT. i was out with fiza (my petite fren), farhan (all time joker), and i made a new fren! siti. PS. the one at the back. haha. damn girl, u r one funny chick. seriously u make me laugh and im soooooooo happy i got to know u! yay. ((:

anyways, i met them at heeren first. then to wisma. i decided to go into topman to say hi to the guys, since i haven seen them for quite some time. and damn. i jus realized at that point of time, i really missed both topshop and topman ppl. :l

but anyways, after the whole visiting topman thingy, we took a cab down to arab street. oooh. a mercz one in fact. haha.

THATS WHEN THE FUN REALLY STARTED. haha.

while in the cab, goodness. i didn noe i was such a cam whore. seriously a MAJOR CAM WHORE. we took pics like from the start of the cab trip till the end of it. due to the extreme taking photo thingy, fiza sprained her neck, and my mouth got really numb. while farhan, erm. he still looked fine taking more photos. haha.

now, down to the part where we were at arab street. oooh.

we ordered

-chicken (some wrap-looking-thingy)

-pizza (squarish in shape and small)

-fries

-coke

-ice lemon tea

-and hot tea (in really tiny cups) :]

and lastly.... presenting the flavour......MANGO SHEESHA. oooh.

ok ok. i have to admit. i dun really like the taste of sheesha. its so funny that i can choke on sheesha so easily. but yet not get choke on a cigarette. :l after sheesha-ing, we started behaving like idiots again. - CAM WHORING-

fiza took out her cam, her sunglasses, and siti's one, and we behaved like supermodels who r trying to promote the sunglasses. ok ok. i noe there was like NO SUN at all. its like at 9pm! HAHA. but it was all for fun right? we got high and we jus kept taking pictures and pictures and MORE PICTURES. haha. wheee. not forgetting the video taking and lots of 'MR BEAN' dance. haha. we even took photos with this car. (old sch kind). yay.

DAMN. i wished this sheesha outing never had ended. :l

but oh well i like sheesha outings but NOT THE SHEESHA.

PRESENTING

-THE SHEESHA GEEKS CUM CAM WHORES-

((:

gina-oh-so-NOT-CUTE

2005-11-08T04:54:00.000-08:00

haha.
this is like my first ever posting.
and it has to be abt gina. :
YES YES GINA 'CUTIE'.
im so damn proud of my french toast.
and the ham.
whee hee!
and i cant believe.
U PLAY SOCCER NEAR MY HSE LIKE ALMOST EVERYDAY!
how weird is this.
that we never bump into each other at all.
haha.
gina's the one that always claim how cute she is.
when everyone know how NOT TRUE that is.
RIGHT PEOPLE?
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?
people : HELL YEAH!!!

haha.
see gina? everyone agrees with me.
so jus give up the 'cutie' part laa.
try something new.
like erm.....
GINA-OH-SO-SHORTIE?
that sounds kinda cool.
yes yes yes??
oooh gina, seriously i cant wait for the day u stop calling yourself cutie.
like literally.
let me know when that will be k?
((:
YAY.
next time when ure soccering at my hse downstairs, give me a call.
and i shall 'FED-EX' my chao ta french toast. with oh-so-yummy honey baked ham.
drooling while reading this eh?
haha.
u cant hate me no matter how much i make fun of u.
cause im your 'always-online-so-late' khaki.
right?
haha.
so meantime,till the next time i chat with ya til the wee hours,
take care ah.
PS. eat more cup noodles.
its good for health. YAY. (:

please mother. stop it. :l

2005-11-06T23:47:00.000-08:00

i went to meet up my mum at around evening after visiting my grandma at BP. did i mention my grandma is adorable? she became senile and i noe that is not a good thing but it jus made her more adorable. (: haha. sometimes i wanna pinch her cheeks so badly. but er better not.
i haven seen my mum for quite some time so i was rather excited. cuz i had like so many things to tell her. i mean i tell her like EVERYTHING that is happening in my life..
erm. ok. maybe not everything. i try to keep the 'guys' part from her just in case she gets too damn talkative about the whole thing and im sure she will start asking alot of questions. she even told me so many times that if i were attached, i shld let the guy go through some 'screening test' first that is under her. :l
HELLO MOTHER, IM NOT GETTING A HUSBAND. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. (:
anyway i saw this very unfamiliar face waving at me from afar.
i was like : er shit. is she some pychotic woman who is trying to sell tissue paper to me??
I WAS SO SO WRONG.
it was my mum.
i mean she doesn even look like her anymore!! :l
she used to have long, nice, smooth, straight hair.
with painted toe nails. sometimes lime green in colour!
goodness. i did think of her as my hip hop mum the last time. even fiza feels the same as i do. (:
but she changed her hairstyle. like REALLY CHANGED.
i felt my heart stopped like a few secs when i saw her. her hair is like SHORT. its even shorter than mine!! and it looks fizzy. :l
fiza did see my mum's pic from my phone. i cldn help but i HAD TO TAKE MY MUM'S PIC. now, fiza says my mum is just HOP without the HIP in front. haha.
i cant deny. she looks damn young from the back thou.
but from the front... ERM. :l
ok ok. i shall stop insulting her new hairstyle. she likes it anyway. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY.
MOTHER, STOP CUTTING YOUR HAIR ANY FURTHER AND U SHALL B LOVED. OK? (:

some text missing

2005-11-04T20:41:00.000-08:00

erm.
haikel
haze.
i think quite a few words that i wrote for both of u have gone missing.
:l
sorry.
im still new at this blogger thingy.
dun kill me.
:]

what?major in sem 2??

2005-11-04T20:29:00.000-08:00

seriously i do not understand y r we starting our major in semester 2?
i mean this equals to
*more work
*less less less sleep
*not able to hang out much with my old classmates. ):
and i cant stand the student affairs department!
they were suppose to release the results of our major like on 19 oct?
and then they changed it to early nov.
till now.... no news at all.
HELLOOOOO STUDENT AFFAIRS? WE DO NOT PAY EXPENSIVE SCH FEES TO HAVE LATE RELEASES OF RESULTS!
sheesh.
ok lets keep the results matter aside.
to e guys whom i hang out everytime :
boo! ppl! i will miss ya guys so so much.
really!
i mean its gonna b 7weeks of hols.
and after that, im not sure whether all of us end up in the same major.
like nami (iman), he chose MM, where he will create retarded yet cute animations.
iman---> hey nami ive got a really strong feeling ure gona create a rip-off of patrick from spongebob squarepants. HAHAHA.
erm.
iman.
it seems that among the group, ure e only one that chose MM.
WAHAHAHA.
nevermind laa huh.
im sure the roti prata shop will always b there. so we can always meet up for roti prata, nasi briyani, bee hoon goreng, teh ping, and that cracker thingy.
u name it, they have it.
haha.
cindy---> my sweets. lol. hey babe. your hair is fine laa. i dun even think it looks like a watermelon haircut! hahaha. but seriously u look nicer with the new cut yea?
and next time when we take neo prints with the guys, (hopefully there is no more NEXT TIME) we should b IN FRONT and NOT at the back k! hahaha.
hoohoo. im never sick and tired when taking photos with ya.
u noticed wherever we are, we can take pics? hoohoo. [:
i think i miss sch really.
esp JOJO. :l
lol.
haikel---> oeeeeeeiiiiiii. i have no idea y this guy have such long eyelashes.
esp with the help of mascara, its even LONGER!! haha. steph applied the mascara on his lashes at FOOD COURT. hahahaha. how UN-GLAM.
tsk tsk. how sad. if both of us got VC, i wld still have to 'face' your utterly horrid long thick lashes. :l
but its ok. i do have long lashes when i put mascara. (i think)
ok ok. im in denial. lol.
prediction : I HATE HAIKEL'S EYELASHES. fullstop. ya welcome. (:
yay.
haze---> yo 'BABY'. hahaha. u noe what. ridzuan said that u have inherited my horrible laughter. :l haha. so im not sure whether is that a good thing to you or not. lol.
rem that day when u and i went to rudy's? and it was raining so bloody heavy.
i can still feel the embarassment when i got down the bus, one side of my slippers WERE ON THE BUS STEPS. :l
goodness. thank god there werent any cute ones in the bus eh? WHEW.
anyway i cant wait for the 18th. thats when i can meet u and the rest at wala eh. OOOOH.
((:

for those who haven seen ya names here. ure not forgotten. (:
i''ll 'put' u guys up in another posting k?
im hungry and my fingers r numb already. lol

HOOHOOOOOOO.
:)

submissions (:

2005-11-02T18:50:00.000-08:00

the submissions r here again. oh god. i haven been slping or mayb not slping at all. i've been drawing, painting, drawing, painting. those were the days when i thought i was gonna die as i was having more pimples! argh. u noe.. stress = pimples. :l
and i really hate it when it comes to submissions cuz the time period to collect back our work is like sooooo long. and today we had to wait for like 5 hours. sheesh.
anyway during the break we thought of going to bugis junction.
even thou it was an utterly boring place i feel. :l
me and cindy suggested taking photos- neoprints. HAHAHA. wheeee.
ok firstly, the guys were like so reluctant to go into the shop.
i mean look at those neoprint shops. its so damn PINKY. i dun blame the guys really. haha.
so the first 'brave' one walks in -haikel. followed by iman then fifi.
and i was like thinking 'hey i thought neoprint used to be like 8 bucks?'
and now its like 10 bucks. :l where u can only choose 6 pictures of diff size.
like.... OK.
and i find it rather weird that how can some people understand what the machine is talking about??
ITS IN JAPANESE! :l
ok nevermind abt that.
remember the guys were like so reluctant/embarassed to go into the shop?
hurhurhur.
when the machine was like starting to take our pics, the guys actually pushed each other to b in front of the cam. like ERR....
GUYS I THOUGHT U'ALL WERE LIKE EMBARASSED TO B IN THE SHOP??!!
oh goodness.
u shld have seen the whole thing.
poor me and cindy were like trying so hard to b in the picture. but the guys were like jus happily BLOCKING US!!!! urgh. and tip-toeing didn help for both me and cindy. so we tried to push the guys away from the camera instead. but it didn help much either. haha.
WHATEVER LAA, GUYS. U ALL R NEOPRINT WHORES. :l
YAY. (: