him.

mahalo everyone. i noe its been ages since ive updated this. but its really tiring updating this blog crap. seriously how do all those daily bloggers just keep updating everyday man. im so amazed. anyhow if i haven said this, im attached already. for the past 6 mths. if ure gonna ask hows everyday with the bf, not good at all. i mean at the beginning, all was good. but as some ppl quote 'honeymoon period' is over, things just get out of hand. the bf i adore alot is starting to make me lose the trust. i wish he wld just b more frank abt stuff. it feels like i dont know him at all. which is really frustrating. the first night with u was amazing. and i'll never forget that. i just wish u haven been lying and denying everything. and what is this abt u giving me money? as compensation for the things uve done wrong? im utterly insulted. money shld never b mentioned in a rs. but i guess u dun understand that fact. ure always blaming me with things like me staying out at late and stuff. but when i ask u out i just simply get the cold shoulder fr u. what the hell do u want fr me seriously. to stay home and never go out again? its been hard for the both of us i noe. ur dad, my dad, ur sister. things r just not going our way. if ure reading this, think abt everything. we need to talk. i really wish u werent running away fr the problems all the time. love.